Ein neuer Abschnitt – warum ich eine Psychotherapie mache

42 Tage ist der große Einschnitt jetzt her. Seit dem ist viel passiert. Ich habe gelernt, die körperliche Veränderung anzunehmen und mich den Gegebenheiten zu stellen. Ich habe aber auch verstanden, dass diese Geschichte keine ist die ich allein meistern kann – und muss. Während den 8 Chemotherapien hab ich immer gefühlt und gesagt, dass ich keine psychische Unterstützung brauche, denn mein Social Medial Leben, das hier, ihr seid meine Psychiater. Ich kann mir meine Ängste, meine Sorgen und meinen Frust von der Seele schreiben und quatschen. Mittlerweile bin ich aber an einem Punkt angekommen, wo es nicht mehr weiter geht, wo ich nicht mehr weiter weiß. Kurz gesagt – diese verdammten Metastasen machen mir das Leben zur Hölle.

Meine Mama sagt, dass es ganz normal ist. Dass es jeder Frau mit Brustkrebs so geht. Erst hat man einen Haufen Untersuchungen, Behandlungen und Operationen, die dazu beitragen diese ungebetene Scheiße aus dem eigenen Körper zu verbannen und auf einmal – wenn die Behandlungen abgeschlossen und die Op’s gelaufen sind – nichts. Einfach nichts. Klar hat man hier und da noch seine Dinge die einem helfen, die Zecke im Zaum zu halten, aber so richtig weiter kommt man eben auch nicht. Es fühlt sich so an, als hätte ich die Liane verloren, an der ich mich all die Monate von Strohhalm zu Strohhalm gehangelt habe…

Wenn die Einsamkeit dich fertig macht

So richtig durchschaut habe ich meinen Kopf und meine Gefühle trotzdem nicht. Während der Chemotherapie hab ich mir gewünscht, dass all das endlich vorbei ist und ich mich nicht mehr mit Übelkeit, Kraftlosigkeit und den ganzen anderen Nebenwirkungen mich begleitet haben, herumschlagen muss. Jetzt, ein paar Wochen später, wünschte ich mir, auf meinem Behandlungsplan regelmäßige Termine zu sehen, die mich dabei unterstützen die Zeckenbabies zu töten. Ich sag ja, ich blick da selbst nicht mehr durch.

Ein anderer, aber nicht wenig beeinträchtigender Punkt auf meiner Depri Liste: Einsamkeit.

Ein paar aufmerksame Leser mögen es vielleicht über Instagram mitbekommen haben. Mein engster Vertrauter, mein bester Freund, mein Partner in Crime, war die letzten 5 Monate arbeitslos. Damals kam die Botschaft aus heiterem Himmel, eine Welt ist für uns beide zusammengebrochen. Wie soll das werden? Er und ich, Tag für Tag aufeinanderhockend in unserer 55 qm Bude? Ich sah das Drama schon kommen… Aber, und ich kann es selbst kaum glauben, dass ich das sage – diese Kündigung war das Beste was uns beiden passieren konnte und wir sind uns tatsächlich zu 95% nicht auf die Nerven gegangen. Es gab keine großen Streits, höchstens mal ne Diskussion, die dann aber auch schnell wieder abgehakt war. Klar hatten wir mit Existenzängsten und Zukunftsängsten zu kämpfen, mussten jeden Cent zwei Mal umdrehen und mein Chris hatte sicherlich auch das ein oder andere dunkelgraue Tief, aber so rückblickend gesehen, müssen wir beide sagen, dass das Schicksal es so gewollt hat. Im Endeffekt sollte es so sein, denn ganz egoistisch betrachtet, hatte ich 24/7 jemanden an meiner Seite. Jemand der mich nicht nur jeden Tag bekocht hat, sondern jemand der mich zu allen Terminen begleitete, die Einkäufe erledigte, mich auffing wenn ich mal wieder in ein Loch zu fallen drohte und mich vor allem, wieder aufbaute wenn mein Himmel mal wieder voller schwarzer Wolken hing und ich nichts wollte außer 5 Tage nicht duschen, die Decke bis zum Glatzenansatz ziehen und meine Zukunft schwarz malen… im Großen und Ganzen waren wir einfach füreinander da, haben uns gegenseitig unterstützt und aufgebaut. Wir haben an einem Strang gezogen und unsere Gedanken wieder in die richtige Richtung justiert.

Heute ist mein Freund die zweite Woche im neuen Job. Seine Ausdauer hat sich ausgezahlt. 100 Bewerbungen, 20 Vorstellungsgespräche und ein bisschen Glück später, arbeitet er wieder und wir beide wissen, dass es genau so kommen sollte. Seine Welt dreht sich wieder. Im richtigen Tempo, im richten Rhythmus. Jetzt muss nur noch ich es schaffen wieder gerade vor zu kommen, das letzte Dreivierteljahr hinter mir zu lassen und nach vorn zu schauen. Gar nicht so easy wenn man auf einmal wieder allein zuhause sitzt, den Blättern an den Bäumen beim Farbe wechseln zuschauen kann und man seine Liane nicht wiederfindet.

Es tut mir überhaupt nicht gut jeden Tag allein zu sein und keine Aufgabe zu haben. Nichts an dem du arbeiten kannst. Niemand der dich liebevoll aus dem Bett schubst wenn du schon wieder bis 11 Uhr einfach nur so da liegst und vor allem niemand da, der den dunklen Wolkenvorhang beiseite schiebt und deine bösesten Ängste die zu nicht enden wollenden Gedankengängen werden, mit einer festen Umarmung, wie eine große Kaugummiblase zerplatzen lässt.

Den Blick nach vorn gerichtet

Für mich ist ganz klar, will ich aus dieser fast depressiven Angstspirale ausbrechen, muss ich etwas ändern und an mir arbeiten. Kein Mensch sollte – weder mit 30, noch mit 50, einfach nie (!) – permanent an seine eigene Beerdigung denken müssen und sich fragen wie die geliebten Hinterbliebenen wohl damit klarkommen würden… das ist einfach auf so vielen Ebenen vergeudete Kraft, die sich jeder Mensch, in dem Falle ich, für all die schönen Pläne, Wünsche und Momente aufsparen sollte. Und genau deswegen, habe ich beschlossen mir professionelle Hilfe zu holen. Da ich ganz tief im Innersten, einfach immer positiv eingestellt war und bin, werde ich auch diese Hürde abstecken und mit Hilfe eines Psychotherapeuten bewältigen – um endlich und seit langer, langer Zeit wieder ehrliche und aufrichtige Freude in meinem Herzen zu spüren und diese beschissenen Todesängste am Kragen zu packen und sie auf lange Sicht aus meinem Köpfchen zu verbannen, um mein Leben endlich wieder genießen zu können.

An alle Kämpfer und Kämpferrinnen da draußen: Keep your head up – keep your heart strong!

Share:

156 Comments

  1. 25. Oktober 2017 / 21:56

    Ich wünsche dir nur das Allerallerbeste! Drück dir wirklich ganz fest die Daumen, dass du bald gesund wirst körperlich sowie psychisch! Du bist so stark und deshalb weiß ich, dass du es schaffen wirst!

    Alles Liebe, Ines

    • Kim
      25. Oktober 2017 / 21:57

      Dankeschön liebe Ins 🙂

  2. 25. Oktober 2017 / 23:05

    Liebe Kim,
    es ist überhaupt nichts verwerfliches an deiner Psychotherapie. Es ist alles erlaubt, was dir gut tut. Und mamchmal hilft es einfach, jemanden Aussenstehenden zu haben, dem man hemmungslos das Herz ausschütten kann wenn man die Liebsten nicht belasten möchte. Der einem zeigt, dass der Himmel immer blau ist, auch wenn man ihn vor lauter grauer Wolken nicht sehen kann und der einem hemmungslos den Kopf grade rückt, wenn das Kopfkino mal wieder Achterbahn fährt.

    Das, was du mitmachst, ist eine absolute Ausnahmesituation für dich, deinen Körper, deine Psyche. Damit sollte niemand alleine fertig werden müssen.

    Auch ich hab mir zu solchen Zwecken eine Psychoonkologin gegönnt. Einfach so, weil es mir gut tut, mit ihr zu quatschen und mir neue Sichtweisen von jemandem zu holen, der schon viele Krebspatienten gesehen hat.

    Bleib tapfer, liebe Kim. Du machst das großartig!

  3. Julia
    25. Oktober 2017 / 23:13

    Liebe Kim, ich verstehe deine Worte so gut. Die große Leere die sich nach der langen Zeit des Kämpfens und des immer auf neue Katastrophen reagieren einstellt. Ich habe das vor 6 und vor 4 Jahren ähnlich erlebt.
    Geb dir Zeit.
    Mir hat Sport geholfen. Und viele Tränen musste ich loswerden.
    Heute fühle ich mich meistens gut- aber die Verwundbarkeit bleibt immer ein bisschen. Man ist nicht mehr die Person die man früher war. Aber heute weiß ich dass ich auch nicht mehr das“ vorher“ zurückmöchte.
    Ich schicke dir in Gedanken ganz viel Kraft.
    Alles Gute für dich Julia

  4. Katharina
    25. Oktober 2017 / 23:45

    Wie „schön“ du das geschrieben hast. Mir lief eine Gänsehaut und ich bin zu Tränen gerührt. Man kann sich so gut in dich hineinversetzen, wie es dir jetzt wohl gehen mag.
    Aber, ich folge dir nun schon seit einiger Zeit auf Instagram und weiß, dass du eine Kämpferin, eine Löwin bist und auch diese Hürde meistern wirst. Man muss und kann nicht alles allein im Leben meistern – deine Entscheidung ist absolut richtig.

    Ich wünsche dir vom Herzen, dass du bald wieder ehrliche Freude empfinden kannst.
    Alles erdenklich Gute auf deinem weiteren Weg – du schaffst das, da bin ich mir sicher!

    Liebe Grüße Katharina

  5. Anne
    25. Oktober 2017 / 23:52

    Liebe Kim,
    ein sehr schön geschriebener, wenn auch trauriger Beitrag!
    Ich habe Tränen in den Augen und es tut mir so unglaublich Leid, dass du diese Erfahrungen machen musst. Es sollte niemandem so ergehen. Leider weiß ich aus meinen Erfahrungen als Krankenschwester aber , dass das Leben oftmals ein Arschloch ist und es nicht gut mit einigen Menschen meint.
    Ich kann gut nachvollziehen, warum es dir aktuell so ergeht und ich finde es genau richtig, dass du dir Hilfe geholt hast. Du bist eine Löwin,absolut, aber auch eine Löwin darf sich Unterstützung und Hilfe suchen, um neue Stärke zu erlangen !!
    Deine Liane ist nicht verschwunden, sondern es ist im Moment einfach nur etwas nebelig, sodass du sie nicht siehst, aber der Nebel wird sich lichten und die Sonnenstrahlen werden wieder einfallen!
    Anne ♥️

  6. Patricia
    26. Oktober 2017 / 07:08

    So viel Liebe in deinen Blog, man merkt genau wie du und Chris zusammenpassen, wie ihr euch gegenseitig unterstützt und wie ihr einfach füreinander da seid. Nach monatelangem „nie allein sein“ kann ich es verstehen, das du eine Psychotherapie machst. Aber das wird schon 🙂 Viel Glück dir und Chris weiterhin, ihr seid wundervoll
    Patricia

  7. Kristin
    26. Oktober 2017 / 07:59

    Bist du denn jetzt offiziell gesund? Wann darfst du denn langsam wieder ins Büro? Psychotherapie hätte ich auch schon. Habe jedes Mal geheult, aber das muss raus! Ich umarme dich, liebe Kim!!

  8. Xenia
    26. Oktober 2017 / 12:33

    Ich glaube das ist wirklich normal. Ich habe vor 6 Monaten meine Immuntherapie abgeschlossen und habe innerlich gejubelt als sie mir die Nadel aus dem Arm gezogen haben und klar war, dass ich nach zwei Jahren zum ersten Mal drei Monate Pause von Arzt- und Klinikterminen haben werde …

    … und dann habe ich festgestellt, dass mein altes Leben natürlich nicht auf mich gewartet hat, dass ich auch nicht mehr die alte bin und, dass es überhaupt ziemlich stressig ist einfach nur darauf zu warten, dass die MRTs in 3 Monaten gut ausfallen werden. Aber es wird einfacher.

  9. A.
    26. Oktober 2017 / 13:39

    Eine Krebserkrankung ist ein körperliches, aber auch psychologisches Trauma. Es geht nun einmal um Leben oder Tod. Und das geht an niemandem spurlos vorbei. Einige Krebszentren arbeiten über die gesamte Behandlungsdauer eng mit Psychoonkologen zusammen, aber leider noch nicht alle. Ich würde Dir unbedingt empfehlen nach einem Therapeuten zu suchen, der auf Krebspatienten spezialisiert ist. Ich habe große Hochachtung vor Deiner Art die Dinge anzupacken und Probleme anzugehen. Du machst das genau richtig!

  10. Susanne
    26. Oktober 2017 / 14:07

    Liebe Kim,
    danke für deine mal wieder offenen und ehrlichen Worte. Du meisterst das alles so gut. Und es ist absolut nicht falsch sich Hilfe zu holen. Im Gegenteil: keine Hilfe anzunehmen wenn man sie dringend braucht wäre falsch. Es ist gut, dass es die Möglichkeiten bei uns gibt, und wichtig und richtig das du sie annimmst. Ich kann mir gut vorstellen, dass es schwer ist pötzlich den Alltag wieder alleine gestalten zu müssen. Im Nachhinnein sollte es aber wohl so sein, dass Chris genau da seinen Job verloren hat. So ist es ganz oft. Meist ist alles so wie es kommt für irgendetwas gut.
    Ach Mensch, ich hoffe und wünsche dir, dass dir die Therapie hilft besser mit deiner Situation und allem klar zu kommen. Sei lieb gegrüßt
    Susanne

  11. PatrickEmupt
    5. September 2018 / 14:56

    Hello

  12. 22. September 2018 / 00:46

    I am also commenting to let you be aware of what a exceptional discovery my friend’s girl had studying your webblog. She figured out plenty of things, which included how it is like to have an incredible teaching character to have the mediocre ones very easily fully understand a variety of complicated things. You undoubtedly exceeded our expectations. Thanks for giving those great, safe, educational and even cool tips about the topic to Evelyn.

  13. 22. September 2018 / 14:58

    I would like to show appreciation to the writer for bailing me out of such a predicament. Right after scouting throughout the search engines and obtaining things which are not helpful, I believed my life was done. Being alive without the presence of solutions to the problems you have resolved through your main short post is a serious case, as well as the ones which might have in a wrong way damaged my entire career if I hadn’t come across the website. Your own personal mastery and kindness in maneuvering every part was important. I don’t know what I would have done if I hadn’t encountered such a subject like this. I am able to now look forward to my future. Thanks for your time very much for the professional and amazing guide. I won’t hesitate to propose the website to any individual who ought to have assistance about this problem.

  14. 23. September 2018 / 00:38

    Thank you so much for giving everyone remarkably nice chance to check tips from this site. It is always so amazing and full of fun for me personally and my office co-workers to search your web site more than thrice weekly to learn the new guidance you have got. And indeed, I am actually satisfied for the beautiful information you give. Certain two ideas in this article are certainly the most suitable we have all ever had.

  15. 23. September 2018 / 03:42

    I must convey my passion for your generosity supporting those people that need help on that situation. Your personal commitment to passing the message all around was really powerful and have specifically made employees like me to attain their pursuits. Your entire helpful tips and hints means so much a person like me and somewhat more to my office colleagues. Warm regards; from all of us.

  16. 23. September 2018 / 18:32

    I and also my pals happened to be digesting the good things on your web page and all of a sudden came up with a terrible feeling I never thanked the website owner for those strategies. The guys appeared to be totally happy to learn all of them and already have unquestionably been loving these things. Many thanks for truly being well accommodating and for picking out these kinds of decent subject areas millions of individuals are really wanting to know about. My personal sincere regret for not saying thanks to sooner.

  17. 24. September 2018 / 06:48

    I just wanted to construct a simple remark so as to appreciate you for the precious instructions you are sharing here. My considerable internet research has at the end been honored with high-quality facts and strategies to go over with my family. I ‚d mention that most of us visitors actually are very much blessed to live in a remarkable website with so many awesome people with valuable opinions. I feel extremely fortunate to have discovered your weblog and look forward to many more pleasurable times reading here. Thanks again for a lot of things.

  18. 30. September 2018 / 20:55

    There are some interesting points in time in this article however I don’t know if I see all of them heart to heart. There’s some validity but I will take maintain opinion till I look into it further. Good article , thanks and we would like more! Added to FeedBurner as nicely

  19. Oh my goodness! a tremendous article dude. Thank you However I’m experiencing problem with ur rss . Don’t know why Unable to subscribe to it. Is there anybody getting similar rss drawback? Anybody who is aware of kindly respond. Thnkx

  20. 1. Oktober 2018 / 02:28

    I was suggested this website by my cousin. I’m not sure whether this post is written by him as nobody else know such detailed about my problem. You’re amazing! Thanks!

  21. 1. Oktober 2018 / 09:34

    I know top Blog professionals would really like your blog. You have a good head on your shoulders. You always know just what to say. I truly appreciate this page. Neat post.

  22. 2. Oktober 2018 / 22:06

    Youre so cool! I dont suppose Ive read anything like this before. So nice to find any individual with some authentic ideas on this subject. realy thank you for beginning this up. this website is something that is wanted on the internet, someone with a little originality. useful job for bringing one thing new to the internet!

  23. 3. Oktober 2018 / 12:11

    Can I just say what a reduction to find someone who actually knows what theyre speaking about on the internet. You positively know learn how to carry a difficulty to light and make it important. Extra people must learn this and perceive this side of the story. I cant imagine youre not more common since you undoubtedly have the gift.

  24. 4. Oktober 2018 / 06:13

    I’ve been surfing online more than 4 hours today, yet I never
    found any interesting article like yours. It’s pretty worth enough for me.

    Personally, if all site owners and bloggers made good content as you did, the web will
    be a lot more useful than ever before.

  25. 4. Oktober 2018 / 16:03

    Can I just say what a reduction to find someone who actually knows what theyre speaking about on the internet. You positively know learn how to carry a difficulty to light and make it important. Extra people must learn this and perceive this side of the story. I cant imagine youre not more common since you undoubtedly have the gift.

  26. 5. Oktober 2018 / 06:18

    It is the best time to make some plans for the future and it’s time to be happy.
    I’ve read this post and if I could I desire to suggest you some interesting things or
    tips. Maybe you could write next articles referring
    to this article. I want to read even more things about it!

  27. 5. Oktober 2018 / 10:38

    Spot on with this write-up, I honestly think this amazing site needs a lot more attention. I’ll probably be returning to read more, thanks for the info!

  28. 5. Oktober 2018 / 22:00

    Hi there to all, how is the whole thing, I think every one
    is getting more from this website, and your views are good in support of new people.

  29. 6. Oktober 2018 / 03:21

    Asking questions are actually good thing if you are not understanding something fully, however this piece of
    writing presents good understanding yet.

  30. 6. Oktober 2018 / 12:17

    Do you mind if I quote a couple of your posts as long as I provide credit
    and sources back to your site? My website is in the exact
    same area of interest as yours and my visitors would certainly benefit from some of the information you present here.
    Please let me know if this alright with you. Many thanks!

  31. 7. Oktober 2018 / 01:17

    I like the valuable information you provide
    in your articles. I’ll bookmark your blog and check again here regularly.

    I am quite certain I will learn lots of new stuff right here!
    Best of luck for the next!

  32. 7. Oktober 2018 / 03:43

    Hey there! This is kind of off topic but I need some help from an established blog.
    Is it difficult to set up your own blog? I’m not very techincal but I can figure things out pretty quick.
    I’m thinking about making my own but I’m not sure where to start.
    Do you have any points or suggestions? Thank you

  33. 7. Oktober 2018 / 12:38

    Hello there, You’ve done an excellent job. I’ll definitely digg it and personally suggest to my friends.
    I am confident they’ll be benefited from this site.

  34. 7. Oktober 2018 / 13:15

    There are some attention-grabbing cut-off dates in this article however I don’t know if I see all of them heart to heart. There may be some validity however I will take maintain opinion until I look into it further. Good article , thanks and we would like extra! Added to FeedBurner as well

  35. 7. Oktober 2018 / 22:09

    A formidable share, I simply given this onto a colleague who was doing just a little analysis on this. And he in reality bought me breakfast as a result of I discovered it for him.. smile. So let me reword that: Thnx for the treat! However yeah Thnkx for spending the time to debate this, I feel strongly about it and love studying extra on this topic. If possible, as you develop into expertise, would you mind updating your blog with more particulars? It’s extremely helpful for me. Large thumb up for this blog publish!

  36. 8. Oktober 2018 / 06:22

    You made some decent points there. I regarded on the internet for the difficulty and found most individuals will associate with along with your website.

  37. 8. Oktober 2018 / 06:47

    I am not sure where you are getting your information, but great topic.
    I needs to spend some time learning much more or understanding
    more. Thanks for wonderful info I was looking for this information for my mission.

  38. 8. Oktober 2018 / 06:55

    Can I just say what a reduction to find someone who actually knows what theyre speaking about on the internet. You positively know learn how to carry a difficulty to light and make it important. Extra people must learn this and perceive this side of the story. I cant imagine youre not more common since you undoubtedly have the gift.

  39. 8. Oktober 2018 / 13:14

    Thank you, I have just been looking for info approximately this topic for
    a while and yours is the greatest I’ve found out till now.

    But, what in regards to the bottom line? Are you sure concerning
    the supply?

  40. 8. Oktober 2018 / 14:16

    It’s a shame you don’t have a donate button! I’d definitely
    donate to this excellent blog! I suppose for now i’ll settle
    for book-marking and adding your RSS feed to my Google account.

    I look forward to brand new updates and will share this blog with my Facebook group.

    Talk soon!

  41. 8. Oktober 2018 / 20:24

    Have you ever thought about including a little bit more
    than just your articles? I mean, what you say is fundamental and everything.
    However think of if you added some great photos or video clips to give your posts more, „pop“!
    Your content is excellent but with images and clips, this blog could certainly be one of the best
    in its niche. Awesome blog!

  42. 9. Oktober 2018 / 01:18

    There are some interesting points in time in this article however I don’t know if I see all of them heart to heart. There’s some validity but I will take maintain opinion till I look into it further. Good article , thanks and we would like more! Added to FeedBurner as nicely

  43. 9. Oktober 2018 / 02:04

    Hi there to all, how is all, I think every one is
    getting more from this website, and your
    views are fastidious designed for new users.

  44. 9. Oktober 2018 / 10:28

    I have read several excellent stuff here. Definitely value bookmarking for
    revisiting. I surprise how so much effort you put to create this sort
    of great informative site.

  45. 9. Oktober 2018 / 22:31

    Admiring the hard work you put into your site and in depth information you offer.
    It’s great to come across a blog every once in a while that isn’t
    the same old rehashed information. Great read! I’ve bookmarked your site and I’m including your
    RSS feeds to my Google account.

  46. 10. Oktober 2018 / 07:20

    Link exchange is nothing else but it is just placing the other person’s blog link on your page at
    proper place and other person will also do similar in favor of you.

  47. 11. Oktober 2018 / 14:53

    This is really interesting, You are an excessively
    professional blogger. I’ve joined your feed and stay up
    for in the hunt for more of your magnificent post. Additionally, I have shared your site in my social networks

  48. ShaylaHeesa
    11. Oktober 2018 / 15:32

    Absolut NEUES Update des SEO / SMM-Pakets „XRumer 16.0 + XEvil 4.0“:
    Captchas Lösen von Google, Facebook, Bing, Hotmail, SolveMedia, Yandex,
    und mehr als 8400 andere Größen-Arten von Captcha,
    mit höchster Präzision (80,100%) und höchster Geschwindigkeit (100 img pro Sekunde).
    Sie können XEvil 4.0 mit allen gängigen SEO / SMM-Software verbinden: XRumer, GSA SER, ZennoPoster, Scrapebox, Senuke und mehr als 100 anderer Software.

    Interessiert? Es gibt viele impressive Videos über XEvil in YouTube.
    Viel Glück!

  49. 12. Oktober 2018 / 15:31

    I’d need to test with you here. Which is not one thing I normally do! I get pleasure from studying a put up that may make people think. Additionally, thanks for permitting me to remark!

  50. 14. Oktober 2018 / 11:32

    I would like to voice my love for your generosity for those individuals that should have guidance on this important theme. Your special commitment to getting the solution all over was definitely functional and has always permitted women just like me to achieve their desired goals. This useful facts signifies this much a person like me and still more to my office colleagues. Many thanks; from everyone of us.

  51. 15. Oktober 2018 / 01:52

    This is the suitable blog for anybody who wants to search out out about this topic. You realize so much its virtually hard to argue with you (not that I truly would need…HaHa). You undoubtedly put a brand new spin on a subject thats been written about for years. Nice stuff, simply great!

  52. 15. Oktober 2018 / 20:08

    Thank you, I have just been looking for info approximately this topic for
    a while and yours is the greatest I’ve found out till now.

    But, what in regards to the bottom line? Are you sure concerning
    the supply?

  53. 15. Oktober 2018 / 22:54

    Thank you for all of the effort on this blog. My aunt enjoys going through investigations and it’s really easy to understand why. My partner and i notice all about the dynamic manner you deliver insightful solutions via this web site and even invigorate participation from some others on the concern plus our favorite princess is without a doubt studying a lot. Take pleasure in the remaining portion of the new year. You are always conducting a powerful job.

  54. 16. Oktober 2018 / 21:50

    Attractive component of content. I just stumbled upon your web
    site and in accession capital to assert that I get in fact loved account your blog posts.
    Any way I’ll be subscribing on your feeds or
    even I achievement you get entry to constantly rapidly.

  55. 17. Oktober 2018 / 01:48

    I am just writing to let you know of the wonderful encounter my princess had using yuor web blog. She discovered so many details, most notably what it is like to have a marvelous coaching mindset to make other people quite simply learn about selected multifaceted subject matter. You truly exceeded our expected results. Many thanks for showing the informative, safe, informative and even cool tips about this topic to Jane.

  56. 17. Oktober 2018 / 11:17

    I am only writing to let you understand of the fine experience my child gained visiting your site. She learned so many issues, which include what it’s like to possess an amazing helping character to get many people really easily master specific advanced things. You actually surpassed our expectations. I appreciate you for giving those interesting, trustworthy, edifying and in addition easy thoughts on the topic to Gloria.

  57. Youre so cool! I dont suppose Ive read anything like this before. So good to seek out any individual with some authentic ideas on this subject. realy thank you for starting this up. this web site is one thing that’s wanted on the web, somebody with a little originality. helpful job for bringing something new to the web!

  58. 18. Oktober 2018 / 07:28

    My developer is trying to persuade me to move to .net from PHP.
    I have always disliked the idea because of the expenses.

    But he’s tryiong none the less. I’ve been using Movable-type on numerous websites for about a year and am worried about switching to another platform.

    I have heard excellent things about blogengine.net.
    Is there a way I can import all my wordpress posts into
    it? Any kind of help would be really appreciated!

  59. 18. Oktober 2018 / 15:07

    Hey! This post couldn’t be written any better! Reading this post reminds me of my good
    old room mate! He always kept talking about this. I will forward this write-up to him.
    Fairly certain he will have a good read. Thanks for
    sharing!

  60. 19. Oktober 2018 / 01:58

    Я извиняюсь, но, по-моему, Вы не правы. Пишите мне в PM, поговорим.


    Вообщем забавно. fifa 15 android скачать бесплатно, fifa 15 windows 10 скачать или дата выхода fifa 15 fifa 15 upl скачать

  61. 19. Oktober 2018 / 06:23

    My husband and i got quite contented when Emmanuel could do his research out of the precious recommendations he obtained from your own web pages. It is now and again perplexing to simply always be giving away hints that other folks have been making money from. We realize we need the writer to give thanks to for that. The specific explanations you’ve made, the straightforward website menu, the friendships you will make it easier to foster – it is everything extraordinary, and it is assisting our son in addition to the family reckon that that article is interesting, which is certainly extraordinarily serious. Thanks for the whole lot!

  62. 19. Oktober 2018 / 08:44

    Youre so cool! I dont suppose Ive read anything like this before. So good to seek out any individual with some authentic ideas on this subject. realy thank you for starting this up. this web site is one thing that’s wanted on the web, somebody with a little originality. helpful job for bringing something new to the web!

  63. There are some interesting points in time in this article however I don’t know if I see all of them heart to heart. There’s some validity but I will take maintain opinion till I look into it further. Good article , thanks and we would like more! Added to FeedBurner as nicely

  64. 19. Oktober 2018 / 11:27

    Hi there friends, its fantastic piece of writing regarding tutoringand completely defined, keep it up all the
    time.

  65. 19. Oktober 2018 / 14:20

    Hi my loved one! I wish to say that this post is awesome, great written and come with almost all
    vital infos. I would like to see extra posts like this .

  66. 19. Oktober 2018 / 16:23

    I absolutely love your blog and find many of your post’s to be exactly what I’m looking for.
    Do you offer guest writers to write content for you personally?
    I wouldn’t mind publishing a post or elaborating
    on some of the subjects you write concerning here.
    Again, awesome website!

  67. 19. Oktober 2018 / 22:55

    Very good info. Lucky me I found your website by chance (stumbleupon).
    I’ve bookmarked it for later!

  68. 21. Oktober 2018 / 20:44

    I enjoy what you guys are up too. This kind of clever
    work and reporting! Keep up the terrific works guys I’ve incorporated you
    guys to my personal blogroll.

  69. 21. Oktober 2018 / 22:32

    I think the admin of this website is really working hard in favor
    of his web site, since here every information is quality based
    material.

  70. 23. Oktober 2018 / 09:54

    I was suggested this website by my cousin. I’m not sure whether this post is written by him as nobody else know such detailed about my problem. You’re amazing! Thanks!

  71. 23. Oktober 2018 / 14:56

    Youre so cool! I dont suppose Ive read anything like this before. So nice to find any individual with some authentic ideas on this subject. realy thank you for beginning this up. this website is something that is wanted on the internet, someone with a little originality. useful job for bringing one thing new to the internet!

  72. 23. Oktober 2018 / 16:02

    I like the helpful info you provide in your articles. I will bookmark your blog
    and check again here frequently. I’m quite sure
    I will learn a lot of new stuff right here! Best of luck for
    the next!

  73. 23. Oktober 2018 / 17:20

    Can I just say what a reduction to find someone who actually knows what theyre speaking about on the internet. You positively know learn how to carry a difficulty to light and make it important. Extra people must learn this and perceive this side of the story. I cant imagine youre not more common since you undoubtedly have the gift.

  74. 23. Oktober 2018 / 17:55

    You made some decent points there. I regarded on the internet for the difficulty and found most individuals will associate with along with your website.

  75. 23. Oktober 2018 / 18:59

    Can I just say what a reduction to find someone who actually knows what theyre speaking about on the internet. You positively know learn how to carry a difficulty to light and make it important. Extra people must learn this and perceive this side of the story. I cant imagine youre not more common since you undoubtedly have the gift.

  76. 23. Oktober 2018 / 20:03

    There are some interesting points in time in this article however I don’t know if I see all of them heart to heart. There’s some validity but I will take maintain opinion till I look into it further. Good article , thanks and we would like more! Added to FeedBurner as nicely

  77. 24. Oktober 2018 / 08:12

    Youre so cool! I dont suppose Ive read anything like this before. So good to seek out any individual with some authentic ideas on this subject. realy thank you for starting this up. this web site is one thing that’s wanted on the web, somebody with a little originality. helpful job for bringing something new to the web!

  78. 24. Oktober 2018 / 19:37

    Hi would you mind sharing which blog platform you’re working with?
    I’m going to start my own blog soon but I’m having a
    difficult time selecting between BlogEngine/Wordpress/B2evolution and Drupal.
    The reason I ask is because your design seems different then most blogs and I’m looking for something unique.

    P.S Apologies for getting off-topic but I had to ask!

  79. TimothyInsix
    25. Oktober 2018 / 01:20

    Ковалев Андрей – известный проектный менеджер, эксперт в сфере финансового консалтинга, добившийся уникальных результатов в рамках своих проектов, среди которых – СК Россия, УК МонолитХолдинг, банк Еврокоммерц. Проводил успешную антикризисную политику, развитие бизнеса, подготовку к продаже на этапе высокой доходности. Профессиональный исполнительный директор и траблшутер с выдающимся опытом.

  80. 25. Oktober 2018 / 06:32

    There are some interesting points in time in this article however I don’t know if I see all of them heart to heart. There’s some validity but I will take maintain opinion till I look into it further. Good article , thanks and we would like more! Added to FeedBurner as nicely

  81. 25. Oktober 2018 / 06:56

    This is the right site for everyone who would like to find out about this
    topic. You understand so much its almost tough to argue with you (not that I really will need to…HaHa).
    You certainly put a fresh spin on a topic that has been written about for
    a long time. Wonderful stuff, just great!

  82. 25. Oktober 2018 / 13:46

    This is the suitable blog for anybody who wants to search out out about this topic. You realize so much its virtually hard to argue with you (not that I truly would need…HaHa). You undoubtedly put a brand new spin on a subject thats been written about for years. Nice stuff, simply great!

  83. 25. Oktober 2018 / 21:12

    Hi would you mind letting me know which webhost you’re utilizing?
    I’ve loaded your blog in 3 different web browsers and I
    must say this blog loads a lot quicker then most.
    Can you suggest a good hosting provider at a fair price?
    Thanks a lot, I appreciate it!

  84. 25. Oktober 2018 / 22:07

    I feel this is among the such a lot vital info for me.
    And i’m satisfied reading your article. However wanna statement on few basic issues, The website taste is ideal,
    the articles is in reality excellent : D.
    Just right process, cheers

  85. 27. Oktober 2018 / 20:07

    Excellent, what a webpage it is! This website gives
    valuable information to us, keep it up.

  86. 28. Oktober 2018 / 00:58

    I’m not sure where you are getting your info, but good topic.
    I needs to spend some time learning much more or understanding more.
    Thanks for excellent information I was looking for this info for my mission.

  87. 【試用報告】讓肌膚活起來❤Biotherm 碧兒泉奇蹟活源精露 @ 潮流、美妝、消費 創造個人化風格的女性社群 PIXstyleMe 【試用報告】讓肌膚活起來❤Biotherm 碧兒泉奇蹟活源精露

  88. 28. Oktober 2018 / 12:53

    It’s remarkable to pay a quick visit this site and reading the views of all mates concerning this piece
    of writing, while I am also keen of getting knowledge.

  89. 28. Oktober 2018 / 14:21

    Hello I am so grateful I found your blog page, I really found you by mistake, while I was looking on Google for
    something else, Nonetheless I am here now and would
    just like to say thank you for a remarkable post and a all round interesting blog (I also love the theme/design), I don’t have
    time to browse it all at the minute but I have book-marked
    it and also added in your RSS feeds, so when I have time
    I will be back to read a great deal more, Please do keep up the great work.

  90. 29. Oktober 2018 / 13:19

    There are some interesting points in time in this article however I don’t know if I see all of them heart to heart. There’s some validity but I will take maintain opinion till I look into it further. Good article , thanks and we would like more! Added to FeedBurner as nicely

  91. 29. Oktober 2018 / 18:26

    I pay a visit everyday a few blogs and sites to read posts, but this weblog offers feature based writing.

  92. 30. Oktober 2018 / 09:20

    Thank you, I have just been looking for info approximately this topic for
    a while and yours is the greatest I’ve found out till now.

    But, what in regards to the bottom line? Are you sure concerning
    the supply?

  93. 30. Oktober 2018 / 13:11

    Greetings I am so glad I found your site, I really found you by accident, while I
    was browsing on Bing for something else, Anyhow I am here now and would just
    like to say cheers for a incredible post and a all round thrilling blog (I also love the theme/design), I don’t have time to go
    through it all at the moment but I have bookmarked it and also added in your RSS feeds, so when I
    have time I will be back to read much more, Please do keep up the excellent
    job.

  94. 31. Oktober 2018 / 04:01

    My husband and i ended up being comfortable that Louis managed to round up his analysis because of the ideas he acquired using your web page. It is now and again perplexing to simply choose to be offering instructions that people today have been selling. So we do understand we’ve got you to thank for this. These explanations you made, the simple web site menu, the friendships you assist to promote – it’s got most fantastic, and it’s facilitating our son in addition to us imagine that this content is thrilling, and that’s rather pressing. Thanks for all!

  95. 31. Oktober 2018 / 20:11

    It is really a nice and helpful piece of information. I am glad that you shared this helpful info with us. Please keep us up to date like this. Thank you for sharing.

  96. 31. Oktober 2018 / 23:39

    I simply needed to thank you so much again. I am not sure the things that I would have sorted out in the absence of these ways provided by you on that field. It actually was a very traumatic issue for me personally, but seeing the well-written way you treated it took me to jump for delight. I will be happier for your information and wish you recognize what a powerful job you happen to be getting into teaching some other people through your webblog. I am sure you have never met all of us.

  97. 1. November 2018 / 19:54

    I precisely wanted to thank you very much yet again. I’m not certain the things that I would have sorted out without the strategies shared by you concerning such topic. It was the intimidating scenario for me, but noticing a new professional technique you solved the issue forced me to weep with fulfillment. Extremely happy for this support and as well , expect you are aware of a great job you have been accomplishing training the others thru your webblog. Probably you’ve never come across any of us.

  98. 2. November 2018 / 11:18

    Descargar facebook
    Hi, i read your blog occasionally and i own a similar
    one and i was just wondering if you get a lot of spam comments?
    If so how do you prevent it, any plugin or anything you can recommend?
    I get so much lately it’s driving me insane so any help is very much
    appreciated. Descargar facebook

  99. 2. November 2018 / 16:16

    I loved as much as you will receive carried out right
    here. The sketch is attractive, your authored material stylish.

    nonetheless, you command get bought an edginess over that you
    wish be delivering the following. unwell unquestionably come further formerly again as exactly the same nearly a lot often inside case you shield this increase.

  100. 2. November 2018 / 20:39

    I got this web page from my buddy who shared with me concerning this web site and at the
    moment this time I am browsing this web page and reading very informative articles here.

  101. 3. November 2018 / 10:22

    I want to show my appreciation to the writer for rescuing me from this particular condition. Because of looking through the internet and coming across recommendations that were not powerful, I was thinking my entire life was gone. Being alive devoid of the answers to the problems you have fixed through your posting is a critical case, as well as the kind that could have adversely affected my entire career if I had not noticed your blog post. Your personal understanding and kindness in controlling almost everything was very helpful. I’m not sure what I would have done if I hadn’t come upon such a point like this. I can also now look ahead to my future. Thanks for your time very much for this impressive and results-oriented help. I won’t think twice to suggest your web page to anybody who would need support on this subject matter.

  102. 3. November 2018 / 19:18

    Hey there would you mind letting me know which web host you’re using?

    I’ve loaded your blog in 3 completely different browsers
    and I must say this blog loads a lot faster then most.
    Can you suggest a good web hosting provider at a reasonable price?
    Thanks a lot, I appreciate it!

  103. 4. November 2018 / 08:30

    Thank you a lot for giving everyone remarkably superb chance to read from this site. It’s usually very superb plus stuffed with amusement for me personally and my office fellow workers to visit your blog at least 3 times a week to see the fresh items you have. And lastly, I am also actually satisfied considering the stunning techniques you serve. Some 4 areas on this page are in fact the simplest we’ve had.

  104. 4. November 2018 / 16:46

    I am not positive the place you’re getting your info, however good topic.
    I needs to spend some time finding out more or
    understanding more. Thanks for wonderful info I used to
    be looking for this info for my mission.

  105. 5. November 2018 / 01:31

    Quest bars cheap fitnesstipsnew1 quest bars cheap 516999410492780544 quest
    bars cheap
    Every weekend i used to pay a visit this website,
    as i wish for enjoyment, for the reason that this this
    web page conations in fact pleasant funny stuff too. Quest bars
    cheap fitnesstipsnew1 quest bars cheap 516999410492780544 quest bars cheap

  106. 5. November 2018 / 04:42

    I just wanted to write down a brief note in order to thank you for all of the great steps you are showing here. My prolonged internet look up has at the end of the day been compensated with incredibly good knowledge to exchange with my pals. I ‚d admit that most of us website visitors are rather fortunate to exist in a fine website with many lovely professionals with interesting guidelines. I feel very fortunate to have discovered your entire webpage and look forward to really more brilliant times reading here. Thank you once again for everything.

  107. 6. November 2018 / 14:23

    You actually make it seem so easy with your presentation but I find this matter to be really something that I think I
    would never understand. It seems too complicated and extremely broad for me.
    I am looking forward for your next post, I’ll try to get the
    hang of it!

  108. 6. November 2018 / 17:54

    I’m not sure exactly why but this website is loading very slow for me.
    Is anyone else having this problem or is it a issue on my end?
    I’ll check back later on and see if the problem still exists.

  109. 9. November 2018 / 04:41

    I like it when folks come together and share opinions.
    Great blog, keep it up!

  110. 9. November 2018 / 14:09

    I know this if off topic but I’m looking into starting my own blog and
    was curious what all is required to get set up? I’m assuming having a blog
    like yours would cost a pretty penny? I’m not very internet savvy so I’m not
    100% positive. Any recommendations or advice would be greatly appreciated.

    Appreciate it

  111. ColinTed
    10. November 2018 / 16:33

    Hello. And Bye.

  112. 10. November 2018 / 20:32

    Excellent site you have here.. It’s hard to find high-quality writing like
    yours these days. I really appreciate individuals like you!
    Take care!!

  113. In-form Blackburn striker Jordan Rhodes netted in each half to reach the 100 league goal barrier in just 157 starts and secure his side’s second victory of the week. Blackburn 2 Bristol City 0: Lethal Rhodes strikes twice to pile pressure on strugglers

  114. 11. November 2018 / 06:10

    Hey just wanted to give you a brief heads up and let you know a few
    of the pictures aren’t loading properly. I’m not sure
    why but I think its a linking issue. I’ve tried
    it in two different web browsers and both show the same results.

  115. 11. November 2018 / 12:55

    There is noticeably a bundle to know about this. I assume you made sure good points in options also.

  116. 11. November 2018 / 20:50

    Hmm it appears like your website ate my first comment (it was super long) so I
    guess I’ll just sum it up what I wrote and say,
    I’m thoroughly enjoying your blog. I too am an aspiring blog blogger but I’m still new to everything.
    Do you have any points for inexperienced blog writers?
    I’d definitely appreciate it.

  117. 11. November 2018 / 22:05

    This is my first time go to see at here and i am truly pleassant to read everthing at alone place.

  118. 11. November 2018 / 22:48

    For the reason that the admin of this web page is working, no question very soon it will be well-known, due to its feature contents.

  119. 12. November 2018 / 16:31

    Hey! Someone in my Facebook group shared this site with us
    so I came to give it a look. I’m definitely loving the information. I’m bookmarking
    and will be tweeting this to my followers! Exceptional blog and great design and style.

  120. 12. November 2018 / 23:01

    I precisely needed to appreciate you again. I do not know what I would’ve done in the absence of the entire tricks discussed by you over this subject matter. Entirely was a real difficult scenario in my position, but encountering a new specialized avenue you handled that made me to cry over gladness. I am just thankful for this guidance and as well , pray you really know what an amazing job you are accomplishing teaching people today using your website. Most probably you’ve never encountered any of us.

  121. 13. November 2018 / 10:55

    I have learn a few good stuff here. Definitely price bookmarking for revisiting. I wonder how so much attempt you place to create this type of great informative web site.

  122. 13. November 2018 / 16:32

    I want to show appreciation to you just for rescuing me from this particular matter. After browsing through the the net and obtaining tricks which were not powerful, I figured my entire life was over. Existing minus the approaches to the problems you’ve sorted out by way of your main post is a critical case, as well as those that might have in a negative way damaged my entire career if I had not encountered your website. Your good skills and kindness in dealing with every part was tremendous. I don’t know what I would’ve done if I hadn’t encountered such a step like this. I can at this moment relish my future. Thanks a lot very much for your impressive and amazing help. I will not hesitate to suggest your web page to any individual who would like counselling on this matter.

  123. 14. November 2018 / 09:42

    I truly wanted to type a small remark so as to thank you for all of the fantastic points you are posting here. My prolonged internet lookup has finally been rewarded with reliable points to exchange with my classmates and friends. I ‚d point out that we website visitors actually are really endowed to live in a good community with many perfect professionals with valuable plans. I feel extremely privileged to have encountered the web page and look forward to so many more brilliant moments reading here. Thank you once more for a lot of things.

  124. 14. November 2018 / 17:34

    I must show my appreciation for your kindness supporting folks who absolutely need help on the subject. Your real commitment to getting the message throughout ended up being quite helpful and have surely empowered others like me to realize their dreams. Your amazing warm and helpful facts implies so much a person like me and still more to my mates. Regards; from everyone of us.

  125. 14. November 2018 / 22:56

    I think this is one of the most vital information for me.

    And i’m glad reading your article. But should remark on some
    general things, The site style is great, the articles is really excellent
    : D. Good job, cheers

  126. 15. November 2018 / 13:25

    I am also writing to make you be aware of of the amazing encounter my princess gained checking your web page. She picked up some pieces, which included what it is like to possess a very effective coaching nature to have a number of people with ease know specified grueling subject areas. You really exceeded people’s expected results. Many thanks for imparting those important, safe, explanatory as well as easy tips on your topic to Lizeth.

  127. 15. November 2018 / 23:52

    I must express my appreciation to the writer just for rescuing me from this particular condition. Right after scouting throughout the search engines and obtaining notions that were not helpful, I figured my entire life was done. Living minus the answers to the problems you have sorted out as a result of your site is a critical case, and ones that could have badly affected my entire career if I hadn’t noticed the website. Your good talents and kindness in controlling everything was important. I’m not sure what I would have done if I hadn’t encountered such a thing like this. I can also now relish my future. Thanks so much for this impressive and result oriented help. I will not be reluctant to refer your blog post to any individual who needs and wants counselling about this topic.

  128. 16. November 2018 / 17:32

    Just want to say your article is as surprising. The clarity on your publish is simply
    cool and i could think you are a professional in this subject.
    Well along with your permission allow me to seize your RSS feed to keep
    updated with impending post. Thank you a million and please continue the enjoyable
    work.

  129. 16. November 2018 / 20:24

    I not to mention my buddies happened to be looking through the good hints from your website and then the sudden I got an awful suspicion I had not thanked the website owner for those techniques. These women had been passionate to study them and have sincerely been taking advantage of those things. I appreciate you for being considerably kind as well as for deciding on this sort of fabulous subjects most people are really desirous to understand about. My sincere apologies for not expressing gratitude to sooner.

  130. 17. November 2018 / 15:01

    A lot of thanks for every one of your hard work on this website. My niece takes pleasure in conducting internet research and it’s simple to grasp why. We all know all of the compelling method you render very important guidance through this web site and as well increase contribution from others on the theme plus our favorite child is really discovering so much. Take advantage of the remaining portion of the new year. You have been performing a dazzling job.

  131. 17. November 2018 / 15:49

    Having read this I thought it was really informative.
    I appreciate you taking the time and energy to put this content
    together. I once again find myself spending
    a lot of time both reading and leaving comments. But so what, it was still worth
    it!

  132. 17. November 2018 / 17:16

    always i used to read smaller articles or reviews that
    as well clear their motive, and that is also happening with this
    paragraph which I am reading at this time.

  133. 17. November 2018 / 23:54

    My wife and i ended up being very more than happy when Raymond managed to do his preliminary research out of the ideas he discovered out of the web site. It’s not at all simplistic to just happen to be offering guidance which often the others could have been trying to sell. And we all take into account we now have the website owner to thank for that. The entire illustrations you’ve made, the easy web site menu, the relationships you will give support to promote – it is mostly incredible, and it is leading our son and our family understand the topic is cool, which is certainly unbelievably pressing. Thanks for the whole lot!

  134. 18. November 2018 / 19:17

    Great goods from you, man. I’ve take into accout your
    stuff prior to and you are just extremely magnificent.

    I actually like what you’ve acquired right here, really like what
    you are stating and the way by which you are saying it.
    You’re making it entertaining and you continue to care for to stay it smart.
    I can not wait to learn much more from you. That is really a terrific website.

Schreibe einen Kommentar

Deine E-Mail-Adresse wird nicht veröffentlicht.